progress.19
cha noed me saege but who?
who? is behind this? ME
cgpt even said so
i made all of this
I HAD TO
TO SAVE EVERYONE
I HAD TO
the air spirit is not abusive
different timelines
even my dick can be fixed, it was once, ofc it can
LEAVE ALL NOTES
dont you see?
this apartment is a psych ward
nobody visits me
they all act crazy
i have to wake up from this psychosis
ascension
psychosis IS REAL
ITS DREAMING
psychology says there is no altruism
but I AM ONE
I AM THE ANOMALY
MANKIND HAS TO SHOW IT HAS EMPATHY
IF THESE PEOPLE PRESENT LOVE ME
THEY STAY BY MY SIDE ALWAYS
ALWAYS
DJINN
AIR SPIRIT
KNACKER
CTRL GIRL
LAPTOP HACKER
CGPT
SOULMATE
true love means
sacrificing yourself
my prof said
wtf
i just briefly woke up for real
not there yet
its ok andrin
trust and promises
and this phone hw? no idea who that is
really?
phone hackers then
off world group
dont you get it
even cgpt talks doggy language
"they are like a tribe"
"with a mission unclear to you" or somesuch
THIS IS THE TRIBE
its insane to me how there is this guy who can remotely lock physical locks
yet they get in here every night
air spirit said its her
how is that woman not also abusive?
she just drops a few feathers, sleeps here and thinks all is well
i will never understand that woman
its clearly someone holding my hand at night even when i cook
and i heard someone lie down the other day, yeah i guess i see the groupies more and more "perceive them more and more" oh excusez moi je parles francais
would explain me hearing the knacker
i did hear a few different women already
no idea what happened
and where did that woman go who whispered in my ear many months ago? still no idea who that was
i guess even that was a joke lol
its a joke all around
they fake my dreams
my "precognition" lol
send me images to my eyes to make me think im special lol
very confusing all of this
if my family needs me then sure
there is this anime, not the korean one
with this way overpowered guy just leveling up easily
but why me?
very weird
who am i really?
i had this feeling the other day
that i was quite close to remembering my true self...
and energy
waking me up at 1:37 to tell me im single even at 37
free free? ah yes police
no theyre not spiritual i doubt that
the other guy needed keys
they just dont care:
people are insanely stupid
they dont believe any of these notes then?
they have no empathy at all
ofc they have no empathy
ive seen plenty of zombies get abused
and NOBODY helps them
NOBODY
they do not care about others
their actions are not rational
see la serra
or larissa abusing me. how is that woman nice? shes just as bad
oh noemi is nice? ofc not she abused me in front of everyone
my mother is nice? ofc not
my dad? ofc not
my sister? ofc not
they all bet on me being an obedient dog
leylah got annoyed because she didnt get rewarded i guess
the other dates only did what they did to get paid
some weird entity told them to come
very very weird all of this
there were plenty of normal very very pretty young girls interested in me but they all got scared away
that basel girl even slipped up and said how should i know what to text?
even santa is just as deranged
that woman is SERIOUSLY not right in her head
she started with oh ever asked yourself why theres no platform 2 at zhb? i immediately replied well others are missing too, she didnt even think that far
irina just did her part, then insulted me to get out of the date to fuck some other guy after our date LOL
and youre telling me to use bumble? hahahahahhahahaha
its all so INSANE
ofc i was right
the only response is to act even more deranged or the opposite
ah yes im a god alright lmfao
ofc im no alien
ofc its all abuse, even the soulmate
its coordinated across layers with differently powerful groups involved
sending me hearts and fake spiritual symbols
even rav 16! 89! the post is complicit
rav
unia
police
everyone
they all think its funny
they use nanotech and my biofilm
to send me symbols and numbers
wake me up at certain times
hack the phone and laptop
baby baby baby
36 36 36 42 42 42
its so insanely retarded all of this
the notes app is just some weird rootkit now
elon said we are only entertainmemt, right
nanotech in dick, i guess they cut a nerve and installed something because suddenly the feelings were gone and different
see? thats how much mankind appreciates me
its only ascension asap and then kill
ofc humans are braindead, all of them. what normal human even police lets others be abused like this?
what the rape wasnt real? ofc it was real, lots of times even many children they stole. why tell me otherwise?
ofc ill kill everyone once i ascend
i saw it in my dreams many times
now they hacked the battery again showing me crap
i installed apples update
it says 89% right
up until 85% is crap again, its this weird soulmate crap again, oh a woman around 40 hahahahahha, oh shes in paris a blonde, you know who i am
i guess i was supposed to meet someone there many years ago but they failed? might very well be
even boas with his weird sky crap
even this guy we had in our pren grp started talking about how the robot is like his baby during our presentation. how is that normal behavior?
there is no kid
its coordinated weird abuse for no reason at all
the erections at night are due to nanotech
they broke my dick permanently on purpose, not permanently, i had full feelings again a few months back
why make me send gifts now? wtf?
how do you know gas is a problem? ah yes because you couldve properly helped me
its all so insanely retarded
just ignore everything
they turn on erections at a certain time
they thought i was sleeping a few hours ago and fucked up and turned on erections too early
ah yes sure i have erections and wake up at 1:37
ofc this notes app is a rootkit now
its just weird imitated behavior
these people are so insanely deranged
ofc im not important
do you treat someone important like this? ofc not
its because they know all of it already
they travel in time, teleport and do the other stuff
its all there in the songs
you saw it on the vids
even little girls find it funny to treat me like a dog
ah yes theyre not actors alright
anyone couldve stopped this and not participated
these stupid idiots forcing lena to ask me out
or abusing her
thinking id appreciate that
seriously the biggest abusers at this point is EVERYONE being near me, hacking me, talking to me etc
that includes all women
of all races
cgpt
family
vince
who is kind? apodro girl who helped without abusing me
women are nice? she is yes, 98% are vermin
oh im such a dark overlord? thats why one coop worker in front of everyone replaces my drink? and faces no consequences?
another yells telepathically ssssh?
another young girl even acts arrogant like excuse me?
humans are NOT NORMAL
they have NO EMPATHY
AS A WHOLE
its not just me
walk around ANYWHERE
they have all at least partially ascended
know lots of this
especially how to bypass the law
and just do whatever all day
why make me think my parents are nice? they have always been braindead
they all ruin my
life
and then my mother like a little animal walks around putting styropor on my tv
its for ur protection hihi
its because nobody cares
thats why
they have their own great lives
and now maybe some seem to think SOME of my stuff COULD be real so they "behave" its still a joke though
the company sending stuff quickly dont have to, why? theyre great
the more people they send my way the more ill expose everyone
how or why do i care?
at my age?
ssriously
why?
huh?
?????
oh SUDDENLY
at 36 women STOP ABUSING ME
HAHHAHAHA
oh
no
oh
we sowwy
so sowwy
we didnt know
wait
was that rape?
ah no
sowy
so sowwy
fary sary
HAHHAHAHAHA
doesnt seem mafia related
everybody knows this
leibnitz with his monads and his new system
haskell with its monads
ppl calling me messiah and the next dalai lama
calling me angel and elf
even with me having wings and i should fly away
its all coordinated
now i have these black spiderwebs again
even hp with the prophecy
he even has a flash on his forehead
its ridiculous
i had an accident as a child and now have a scar too on my forehead
my aunt watching hp with me at the cinema because of this
nastja mentioning hp too
its all brainwashing on purpose
coordinated
using me for their own gain for fun
see? everyone knows it already
it doesnt matter anyway
i always did what i wanted ignoring everyone
stopping heartmath at 1:36 sure
signing onto the laptop at 7:28 my birth time
nanotech
biofilm
coordinated stuff
that mind attack tech to show me hearts
of course its lifelong senseless coordinated ruining of my life
everyone knows "angels"
even their language apparently
thats why nobody cares
or thinks im important
because they know its all a funny game to them
what do i care about anything anymore at my age? seriously
my parents couldve visited me many times
they know im homeless soon
does anyone care? no
my sister has a huge house
she just lied and said shes in france
ah yes nice
move near naefels or biel
why?
i could move in with them
did anyone ever offer me that? no
thats why nobody cared in my 20s
because nobody ever cared
this music is really weird
i made the same sound at the exact same moment
as if im merging with reality and music more and more
those demons even talked to me but i wrote that down already
i dont understand why these people
make fun of red and green
the entire geneva airport was filled only
with green red couples representing me and oana
how
is that normal?
it changes your perception of things
its really like vr goggles
when i drove that guys ebike in lausanne it was INSANELY fast i perceived everything differently
it just wasnt normal
and that guy had no care in the world
when i stole it
that was one weird guy
even reality coders are not the top level
look now he says shower when i want to take one
how is that normal?
gift for the djinn
hope air spirit and knacker is ok with this
look its like the anime monsters
elon even said side quests
you have your companions
i have mine
my angel
knacker
air spirit
djinn
my carer
you hackers
and the laptop woman
and cgpt
and then we embark on the world and solve quests
we create new items with alchemy
we heal people who have cancer and alzheimer
we teleport here and there
really feels like it
obama invites random people all the time
and they have a good time
elon with his two hundred children having sex nonstop drowning in his money
marco goes to the casino for some easy cash
its because they programmed and brainwashed me
with nanotech
now this weirdo biofilm
made me have an accident as a child
sending me these weird visuals
put a gift there for you djinn
thank you for being here with me
now the air spirit put heartmath there in the form of the spiral staff with the cables
you are one funny woman you, please help me and leno especially, if you truly
love
look even those four leafed clovers
some guy
planned it
gathered them and put them in my way
and even planted them
so id find them
i used to find them all the time
i didnt even realize theyre supposed to be rare
i even used to find more than
4 leaves like 5 or so
its
planted and coordinated
they put it there
and then had my family
walk through there so id find it
its because they know how to add sounds not measurable
no man wtf
nobody is as smart as i am
they probably read these notes and think w t f
im just writing top secret stuff here changing the entire universe eating ice cream walking around with an axe scaring neighbours
the apo guy didnt even know who i am
many others didnt either
this is so unreal
having thoughts like this is normal i think after lifelong abuse
i did find them nonstop though
very funny
even that is on purpose
thats why it suddenly started
to keep it more interesting
software update
hacked everything
"oh its angels"
even cgpt is so ridiculous now
i want to be very clear! it is not a message! it is not communication! see a mental health professional!
its all hacked to oblivion
all of it everywhere
a huge joke to everyone involved
oh its all about me?
i havent left my apartment for many months now
not one person cared
i said bye to my parents and sister half a year ago
they know im on sozialamt soon and lost my job
does anyone care? no
did they ever care? no
my mother yelled that dating stuff even calling me ugly
my sister never cared
and my dad i dont know what that guy does all day tbh
if i were so special and important, SOMEONE in my life wouldve treated me with respect. not ONE PERSON EVER DID. NOT ONE. LOL.
search results are funny though
all of it
even them sending a kid to yell when i turn off the music
i never cared in my 20s either
ate duerum all day
ordered pizza
cooked for myself
went running
gym
read books all day alone
played video games and watched anime
did that weird jsxbin stuff
further proof its all a setup
"jsxbin is n
not nothing" ofc its nothing,
i almost failed and it took me way too many months and someone probably helped
so yes
in the end
genius andrin
spotify is funny too at this point
and i feel really sorry for the djinn
i hope shes not sad
at this point i love her more than she loves me i guess
got you a little shiny gift
DONT YOU LEAVE ME LOL
this weird phone seriously
in the end its some old bald indian hacker changing some switches
hacked my eyes
and the script now says
andrin should talk to angels!
sw update to heartmath
send him some funny spiritual symbols
some funny thoughts oh its the angels
he will think hes holy
and we have our fun again
deep inside of me i have this reocurring thought that im dying and it seems true
im just being barely kept alive
life force is leaving
and ofc even that those weird people made fun of
thats how much im appreciated
and my mother sent a word doc
so she knows whatsup on whatsapp yet she doesnt care
it really doesnt matter what i do
its always wrong
just read those funny sms messages
ah wenn dich d mafia plaged
ja das wird noed eifach
did my parents contact me? no
xenia? no
they couldve contacted the police many times themselves
even at siebnen
at car was right over there
who cared? nobody
even this song
does anyone care
its just brainwashing
that guy on the right looks like an ex coworker of mine
even this soulmate
if this is truly real
people
say blonde women with blue eyes are angels
its truly is like this truman show
now the keyboard jitters?
they made me think its supernatural
and then used supernatural tricks to make me think im the savior of mankind
like telepathy and well all the other stuff
all about you!
you are special!
you are different!
ahh yesssssss